A Change Of Heart

I have decided not to go around the bend. ( literally or figuratively!)
Thinking about getting behind the wheel of a bus again , battling traffic, construction and the elements had a knot of anxiety growing larger and larger everyday.
And I hadn't even started driving yet!
Yet it was my duty to drive wasn't it???
Ev pointed out that just because we can say yes to something, doesn't mean that God expects us to say yes to it.
Sometimes the lesson to be learned is that we have to say no.
I just wish my no wasn't going to make so many other people's lives difficult.

Sigh.